ihatethoselittleslicesofdeath:
Ok, so maybe I was too convincing? I really didn’t need to know that. The worst thing is, I have really liked other people before, and yes you slowly realise that you (or in this case I) exaggerate how you actually feel, but this, this is something new, this is totally beyond what I have ever…
Why don’t you tell this person how you feel, better to do it now than live your life with regrets!
If only I could.
Ok, so maybe I was too convincing? I really didn’t need to know that. The worst thing is, I have really liked other people before, and yes you slowly realise that you (or in this case I) exaggerate how you actually feel, but this, this is something new, this is totally beyond what I have ever felt. Every time you look into my eyes my soul lights up (it really does, its like the best feeling in the world), every time you smile at me, my heart literally misses a beat (it actually does, I’m not kidding), every time we touch I feel this sensation that can only be described as electricity (again this really does happen). There is a fair chance that you will actually read this, might only be a small chance, but its a chance. You obviously won’t know its you I’m talking about, but just in case you do I would like to say this, you are the most beautiful individual I have ever met, physically and mentally, your eyes are perfect, your smile is just the kind of smile I would make if I was in charge of making smiles. You to me are seriously more beautiful than any other human on this planet, and even though there are things about you that aren’t perfect I would most certainly love them as much as you. I really hope you do read this, and I really hope that you wish it was you who I was talking about, and hope that if you do feel something you’d let me know, albeit in a subtle way. But as with every thing else, I realise it won’t happen, you probably won’t read this, you won’t feel the same and you won’t ever be the co-creator of our children, and that makes me more sad than I ever thought was possible!!
Everything about you I love, I love the way your eyes look at me, I love the way you move your hands when you talk, I love your face when you get excited, I love your toes, I love your legs, your beautiful shapely soft legs. I love that everytime I think of your smile I smile myself. I love your cheeks, I love your style, I love your chin, I love your ears, I love the way you sound, the way you talk and your voice. I love your choice of favourite film. I love what you do, I’m in awe of what you do. I love your smell, I love your freckles. I love your fingers, your finger nails. I love your innocence but at the same time I love your worldliness. I love your name, I love your outlook, I love the way you think. I love you when you are sad, I love you when you are angry, I love you when you are selfish, I love you when you are away. I love who I am when I’m with you, I love the feeling of you by my side, I love looking round to see you, and I especially love looking round to see you looking at me. I love everything about you, literally everything! I would marry you, I would carry you and I would die for you. I would do everything in my power to make and keep you happy.
Thats why I will always be your friend, because you being happy is more important than my happiness.